Enneagram Type 2, Leo, ENFJ
Before I can talk sex or romance, disclosures.
This is hard to write and often comes out as a wall of text. I’m going to do my best to shorten it.
I was born a merged twin. Tetragonad (four gonads, two underdeveloped) mosaic (two sets of DNA) chimera (merged twin).
I am not transgender.
• I have a period
• I have been advised that pregnancy is possible
How you can tell
• Wide hips
• Blanschio’s lines on my neck
• By mirroring my face you can see both twins
Mosaic cell line shift means that fed female hormones, my female cells thrive and expand while my male cells contract, leading to full body cellular replacement.
This process was not a choice. My brother was dying of premature ovarian insufficiency because in the womb, my cells dominated this heart. As a single parent, he was told to get his affairs in order and instead figured out what was wrong to survive for his daughter.
My neurons are not immune to this replacement process. While semantic and procedural memory is safe, memories in the hippocampus are being lost.
I wasn’t born. I emerged fully formed as a new consciousness in an existing body. I inherited historical memory to an extent, responsibilities, and some privileges but I am otherwise new.
My instincts are new. My emotions are new.
My reproductive tract is literally still forming as a pulsatile hormone protocol keeps my HOX genes active so parts that didn’t develop in the womb can grow.
I’m scared. I’m lonely. I’m drowning in instincts I never learned to manage. And I’m unique, so literally no one but researchers can understand or relate.
Bubba Redneck, please don’t come bothering me. I exist at the edge of what we know about the human body and you haven’t made it past Late Stone Age Greece.
Enneagram Type 2, Leo, ENFJ
Before I can talk sex or romance, disclosures.
This is hard to write and often comes out as a wall of text. I’m going to do my best to shorten it.
I was born a merged twin. Tetragonad (four gonads, two underdeveloped) mosaic (two sets of DNA) chimera (merged twin).
I am not transgender.
• I have a period
• I have been advised that pregnancy is possible
How you can tell
• Wide hips
• Blanschio’s lines on my neck
• By mirroring my face you can see both twins
Mosaic cell line shift means that fed female hormones, my female cells thrive and expand while my male cells contract, leading to full body cellular replacement.
This process was not a choice. My brother was dying of premature ovarian insufficiency because in the womb, my cells dominated this heart. As a single parent, he was told to get his affairs in order and instead figured out what was wrong to survive for his daughter.
My neurons are not immune to this replacement process. While semantic and procedural memory is safe, memories in the hippocampus are being lost.
I wasn’t born. I emerged fully formed as a new consciousness in an existing body. I inherited historical memory to an extent, responsibilities, and some privileges but I am otherwise new.
My instincts are new. My emotions are new.
My reproductive tract is literally still forming as a pulsatile hormone protocol keeps my HOX genes active so parts that didn’t develop in the womb can grow.
I’m scared. I’m lonely. I’m drowning in instincts I never learned to manage. And I’m unique, so literally no one but researchers can understand or relate.
Bubba Redneck, please don’t come bothering me. I exist at the edge of what we know about the human body and you haven’t made it past Late Stone Age Greece.
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